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It seems yesterday was rock bottom, because today was better. I posted a new note through, suggesting a meeting with the wife, and have yet to hear back. It was suggested to me to do some chakra meditation and also envisage a sphere of sparkling light around me, protecting me and only allowing good things through. I visualised it throughout the day on and off and did seem less nauseated and filled with dread when I went back to the flat to get a few things and collect my post after work. Nevertheless I’m still at my parents’ tonight. It’s cosy!
Definitely feeling less bleak. I’m refocusing on the business and it looks like I’ve done as much as I can now before the developers hand the site over and I have to start learning how it works! I’m clawing my way back people! It’s beyond ridiculous to let someone else make my choices for me. Of course I know that in a purely intellectual way, but sometimes no amount of logic or reasoning will penetrate. I have to keep remembering how far I’ve come and that I know where I’m going and I really wanna go there! Well, I kind of know where I’m going.
